To Anyone Who Thinks I'm Crazy Part XII

Kiss me beneath the milky twilight.
Strike up the band.
I don't want to be alone.
Don't you see me sparkling?
Take a sharpie and call me yours.
I'm all that you want me to be.
Take me and use me,
love or beat me down.
I don't care,
just hold me close and never die.
I want to be held like a child,
or like a lover.
Whichever.
I want to be told that it's alright.
Eye love rock & roll,
but I love you more.
Krista and Kyshya,
my two wonderful beauties,
marry me, please.
I don't know what I'd do without you.
You've been with me through just about everything.
Now I'm asking you both to die with me,
Live with me,
sing with me,
dance with me,
swim with me
in the skies above us until we all crumble and crack.
Will you commit to me?
Because if I really was in hell...
the only thing I would crave would be you two...
well, and water, of course.
Don't blame me!
It's my heart.
I dream of you both at least once a night...
unless I'm drunk off my ass,
or higher than a kite.
I want you both.
It's not a matter of which of you is my favorite.
I crave you both equally.
You may be thinking I'm a freak...
but I can't help it.
Krista,
I've watched you date Tyler, Tyler, and Teddy.
I was jealous.
I wanted to kill them all...
because I never once got to hold you like they have.
That's why I hate Wesson.
Teddy...
It's impossible to hate him...
and yet I still kinda want to strangle him.
Kyshya,
I've watched you date Zac, and Tyler
(I can't remember if there are more...).
And I really want to murder Zac for doing that to you.
I want to spit on Tyler for I don't Know why.
I was jealous.
I cried when I found out you and Tyler were going out.
And I want to kill your "father" for hurting you like that.
I want to hold you both in my arms until all your pain fades away.
It makes me feel like a coward for not expressing my feelings out loud,
So I'm telling you through this.
I LOVE K+K with all my HEART.
I guess what this all sums up to in the end is this:
I never want to let you go.

Love,
Mars Grace
Age 14
Written: Friday, June 26, 2009, 10:08:56 PM