To Anyone Who Thinks I'm Crazy Part IV

Love is like dancing...
on hot coals!
"Baby, you make my temp go up!"
"Get a good look, 'cause you ain't eva gonna get this!"
Those were the words said...
Said when I met that boy.
You know the one.
Tall.
Strong.
Dishwater blond.
Baby blue eyes.
Totally not my type.
And yet...
He stole that V thing.
Yeah.
That's the one.
"Slut."
That's an oxymoron in and of itself.
Don't ask how.
Isn't it funny how a girl can dress like a man,
and hide her true identity.
How a single shirt can cloud your judgment.
How a schizophrenic can really be so intelligent.
And, of course, an ugly catepillar can morph into a beautiful butterfly.
Don't judge a book by its cover,
and talk to it.
Listen.
Read.
See with your own eyes how much of a good book it is.
Hell!
You can taste it for all I care.
Just don't judge before you get to know.
You'd be surprised.
{What's the time?
Well, it's gotta be close to midnight...
Time for danger.
I wanna commit a crime.
I wanna be the cause of a fight.
I wanna put on a tight skirt and flirt with a stranger.
I break the rules once I learn the game.
Life's too short, babe, time is flying.
We don't need any money,
I always get in for free.
You can get in too,
if you get in with me.
I have to go out tonight.
You wanna play?
Let's run away.
Me-OW!
I got a wink from the door man.
You're on the line with the feline.
Take my hand,
we're gonna howl,
prowl and be the night's owl.
In the evening,
I've got to roam.
I can't sleep in the city of neon and chrome.
It feels too damn much like home,
when the Spanish babies cry.
So let's find a bar so dark we forget who we are,
where all the scars from the nevers and maybes die.
Wanna hit the street?
Do ya wanna wail at the moon like a cat in heat?
Do not forsake me.
I'll let you make me out.
Looking for romance?
Come back another day.
The heart may freeze,
or it can burn.
The pain will ease,
If I can learn.
There is no future,
There is no past.
I live this moment as my last.
There's only us.
There's only this.
Forget regret,
or your life is yours to miss.
No other road.
No other way.
No day but today.
There's only yes,
only tonight.
We must let go to what's right.
No other course.
No other way.
No day but today.
I can't control
"Control your temper."
My destiny
"She doesn't see."
I trust my soul
"Who says there's a soul?"
my only goal is just to be.
"Just let me be.Who do you think you are?"
There's only now.
There's only here.
Give in to love,
or live in fear.
No other path.
"The door is that way."
No other way.
No day but today.
"The fire's out anyway."
No day but today."} ~ From Rent
Have you met those people that are always full of
obsessive-compulsive control-freak paranoia?
I have.
{Ever since puberty,
everybody stares at me.
Boys, girls, I can't help it, baby.
Take me for what I am,
Who I was meant to be.
And if you give a damn,
take me, baby,
or leave me.
A tiger in a cage can never see the sun.
This diva needs her stage.
So be mine and don't waste me time.
No way can I be what I'm not.
Don't lose our head.
I hate mess,
but I love you.
Be wise,
'Cause this girl satisfies.
A lovable, droll geek.
Women!?
What is it about them?
Can't live with them or without them.
Without you
the ground thaws,
the rain falls,
the grass grows.
Without you
the seeds root,
the flowers bloom,
the children play,
the stars gleam,
the poets dream,
the eagles fly.
Without you
the Earth turns,
the sun burns...
But I die without you.
Life goes on,
But I'm gone...
'Cause I die without you.} ~ From Rent
I hated that boy after a while.
{You were always
hit the road,
don't commit,
you're full of shit!
You didn't give an inch,
when I gave a mile!
Love's not a three-way street.
Will I lose my dignity?
Will someone care?
Will I wake tomorrow
from this nightmare?} ~ From Rent
Don't give up before your time is through.

Love,
Mars Grace
Age 14
Written: Thursday, May 28, 2009, 11:16:48 PM